IT'S ALL ME

Once again I am going to bed hungry, not because I don’t have food but this is as a result of three things. Firstly, I saw somewhere that intermittent fasting is necessary for a healthy lifestyle, unfortunately my mind misinterpreted it to mean starving the entire ecosystem that is my body. Secondly, after I had breakfast I ordered food that was supposed to arrive by 3pm but for some reason arrived at 12pm. I opened the food to see what it looked like, (I had not eaten it before) taking a sneak peek quickly turned to a taste test, and best believe by the time I was done with all that the entire plate was wiped clean. In summary, my dinner turned to a late lunch and I was rendered “dinnerless” by the curiosity that killed the cat. (Or maybe I am the cat? You never know). Last but not the least, I got caught up studying and did not have any strength left to cook something up. So here I am lying on my bed, listening to melancholic music, having background arguments with myself as I write my more gentle thoughts down, and fasting intermittently against my will. Lest I forget to mention, that unannounced, unnecessary tear drop that escapes from your eyes when you lay on your side, also graced my pillow tonight because my lashes got caught up trying to keep up with the rapid movements of my eyes as they dashed across my screen.

It’s 1am. I should go to bed, because I had an event I wanted to attend by 8am tomorrow, the keyword being “had”, who am I kidding? I am not going to be up until 10am at least. Till then please enjoy my nightly ramblings, I have no one else to talk to so I am pouring out my heart here hidden behind words that don’t spell out what they truly mean but I hope you find joy in them even if it’s for a moment, a flitting second, because you deserve to be happy.

I really hope you enjoyed spending these few precious moments with me, if you did remember to like this post and share your thoughts with me in the comments section below. Çiao.