IT'S ALL ME

Today I had a strange interaction with someone. First whenever an outing starts off with me telling myself that I need to go out more often, it always ends in disaster. Unfortunately, while in the moment I can never seem to remind myself of the fact and just end up listening to the demon on my shoulder, as it cajoles me into doing something I will most certainly regret. (P.S: the angel needs to be more convincing though, because this just won’t cut it). Also whenever something really calls me like that shop did today, it’s always ends up being something I should avoid (the bible really meant when it said “the heart of man is desperately wicked”, also “there’s a way that seemeth right unto a man, and the end therefore is death”)

Anyway, onto the actual gist I went out to get a snack and when I got to the shop I called out for the person on duty, and he came out. After a few minutes of me trying to decide what to order he holds my hand and asks if he can touch my neck (I have a black patch on my skin that came as a reaction to jewelry) to see if it was the same thing he had, as you would expect I said no and asked for the cake so that I could get out of there. Then he asked for the name of my hostel and offered to bring me some medicine for the neck. Of course again I declined. When I got back to my hostel, I was feeling freaked out so I opened the cake, and… I don’t know if it was as a result of the creepy vibe I already got but my interest in the cake was long gone, and the strange texture of the cake was simply not helping matters. I tried to force myself to eat it, but low and behold there was a dead insect in it. Dear God, at this point I was so repulsed I just trashed the cake and went on to watch a movie.

It’s probably just my mind but it felt like a lot to be just a coincidence that after all the uneasiness I felt I had to find a dead insect in the cake. “Angel, is that you speaking louder?” Well what good does it do if you issue the warning after the danger has occurred? Anyway this is a message to all the introverts out there, ignore those social butterflies, stay inside, order food, watch Netflix and chill. Life is more than all this interaction stuff. Gosh! I still feel really stressed as I am writing it all down.

All that aside, I hope this post brings a smile to your face and makes your day. Enjoy the rest of your night.