IT'S ALL ME

I watched a movie today and the child of a billionaire, and business mogul was telling his daughter that he wanted her to be happy and live her life unlike him because he had lived for his dad, and fought to keep the company although he would rather have just led a simple life. The first thought that crossed my mind was, does he think poverty is anymore relaxing than the wealth he was enjoying? I felt he was ungrateful and privileged. Then I remembered that I had often asked God why he put me on this earth, I had asked why he didn’t just give the breath in me to someone who might value it more so I could never have existed, and something struck me. What if there was something God was protecting me from in the realm of the non-existent just like the grandfather was protecting the girl’s father from abject poverty and suffering. I know that as humans we have limited knowledge but that really scared me. Am I the ungrateful, privileged child of a wealthy, loving, caring, father who is taking for granted the things he’s doing for me? Well that’s scary.

I really hope you enjoyed this little peek into my haphazard thoughts, if you did ensure to share with those you love. I hope you know you bring a smile to my face each second you take out of your day to read about my day so I hope this puts a smile on your face or eases your stress even if it’s just for a second because you deserve every good thing. Bye for now.